July 30

Today I spent my day with Dramatic, as usual we just hung out I wanted to spend the whole day but my father eneded up having to go to go to work. I'm getting tired of him always working, but I guess thats the price I pay for my lifestyle. I mean we're not rich, nor truly comfortable, but I am somewhat priviledged. My brothers and I get a lot of things that some don't. I wonder if he wasn't in my life how I would be now and if I would want to see him or not? Tomorrow I'm spending some time with Dramatic for his birthday, I'm glad that I can be here for his birthday and I hope when I come back and he blows off the candles on his cake that all his wishes come true.