On Going

For as long as I can remember my mother and I have been on opposing teams. I wish for once we can be on the same team. She constantly finds things wrong with me. For example, my weight is her favorite issue. I know I'm not a zero but I'm not out of control either. Today alone she said have you looked in the mirror lately?, the day before she asked why I'm not going to the gym more often. Her next issue with me is that I don't like staying home with her,(why would I all she do is pick on my flaws) she even said today since you want to be in the street like a slut I'm gonna treat you like a slut. My mother also likes to pick fights with my father for little shit that crap gets old real quick. Unfortunately I'm just gonna stop fighting her its just easier that way. I'm gonna go back to the way it was. Never going out, never on the phone, always reading and in front of the t.v. and extremely heavy for my age and height, the last part won't happen cause I can't let myself get that heavy again. Its just not healthy.