My Champion

For as long as I can remember my father has always been my champion. He has been the one person I could always talk to and confide in now it seems like as I look at him he has fallen from grace. Maybe it's just like a fairytale my champion can't be my father forever eventually that role has to be given to only person that I trust more than him, to the person I can depend on to be there for me, to the person who I can hold onto and feel completely safe and loved with. Then again maybe its just me maybe I put my father up so high in my book that the things that I don't approve of with him make him less of the hero than I want. People can't have a fairytale life, so I guess it's just time to understand that.

Am I asking to much by looking for that hero?