Kevin

Since a few of my friends have been wondering Kevin is a new buddy. He and I are still in the friend stage he wants us to be more but I guess I'm not ready to give up my freedom. See as long as were friends I dont have to answer the who, what, where or whys of my whereabouts. I also don't have to call him everyday or expect a call everyday or have someone bugging me about getting a cellphone. All these questions and cellphone discussions just make me feel trapped. Kevin is also the common jealous type because he thinks because I'm in school and I don't get home until a certain time he thinks I'll cheat, which is another reason why I won't go out with him I don't want to cheat. He's about 6'2" chubby built not the extreme muscle type or the complete fat type either its a pretty good in between look. He's brown skinned and his eyes are gray which is just a complete turn-on. Kevin is also a sweetheart though he'll bring me chocolate when I have my period, if i tell him I have cramps he'll offer to rub my tummy and he'll carry my bookbag especially if it looks like I'm struggling to carry it, he'll wake up at 5 in the morning if I wanted him to walk with me to school but it just seems like I'm not interested in him right now. As I said before there is only one guy I want but he's not interested. I'll repeat my question why do you always want the person you can't have?