Sad

Lately I've been feeling a little worthless. I've been realizing how spoiled and clueless I am to the world around me. Some say its okay but I realize that it makes me feel like a bad person. I feel like I'm too carefree and I don't seem to be mature enough to handle it if my situation changed. I also feel like I've been neglecting Dramatic I mean I know he's not my responsibility but I want to ease his burden. Sometimes I do wonder if I'm just causing him too feel worse about his situation with all my help or am I really being a friend and supporting him in his time of need. Only time will tell. I hope things get better for him. My other best friend Tazhy seems to just be living in her problems. I know she's frustrated with her syblings and she's not able to enjoy her life and be carefree. On the bright side she has a boyfriend so maybe her ray of sunshine in the all the darkness is finally breaking through.