My Best Friend

I don't like nor do I want to fight with him. From the time we met I've been becoming attached to him. Although my self esteem and self worth is down, when I'm around him I feel important and special and like I'm worth all the gold in Africa. Anyway today we had a fight and it felt so similar to how we used to fight that it made me feel like I was losing my best friend. I hope a next fight won't happen for another eight months at least. I hope that as I get older I'm content with our relationship. My other best friend Tazhy thinks that I'm settling for just enough when I want or am expecting more. I don't know what to say to that but I'm still thinking about exactly what I want. Eventually things will be exactly what they're meant to be.