I am Removing Myself

I am thanking those of you who have been in my life but I definitely need some time alone.I have decided on my own that until I can be happy for all of you I rather be by myself.

I am trying to be happy for Tazhy, but although she deserves to be with Jamal I don't want to even think about how happy she is cause it makes me cry. I am trying to be happy for Dramatic and Nyika but I can't I want him, I wanted him since I met him seeing him with other people just hurts. I am trying to be happy for Vanessa and her many men but I cant. I just can't let them have what they deserve.

I do love you all but I just can't be there, I wish all of you the best.