Alone

I don't care who gets offended with this post or who thinks I'm trying to piss them off, get over yourselves my feelings are mine they have nothing to do with you. Its just how I feel. Sorry If you think I'm being stupid. I feel alone completely alone. No matter how many people are surrounding me I feel alone. The first person I really ever considered my best friend deserted me and I could deal with it however badly but I could still deal with it. Now Dramatic seems so distant and I feel like I can't even talk to him. My questions piss him off, being me and doing the stupid things that are me even pisses him off. Anyway what I'm trying to say is I'm used to being alone if you don't want to be part of my life please just go, I'm tired of feeling like I have to beg people to stay just go.