School A.K.A. Hell

I'm returning to hell in a little more than a week. I'm dreading the thought, I guess school just isn't what it used to be for me. I used to at least want to go more than stay at home with my mother even that is starting to look better to me than school. I guess I just don't feel like dealing with bullshit as soon as I go back and I can see it happening already. hopefully the people surprise me and I actually enjoy returning to hell.

8/28/05

Okay I spent the day inside and completely bored out of mind. Even though some of my family came by this weekend we can't even say they came to see me, even the that I expected would've come to see me because nobody called and two left before I got back home. They also spent the weekend ignoring me or trying to see how they could use me this week. What a family!!

Darrell

I went over to Dramatic's place for a little to drop his food off and see how he was and his younger brother Darrell happened to be there. I decided to mess with him seeing as how when I bother Dramatic he sort of gets mad and Darrell's a bit easier to handle, he can't yet throw me around. Anyway I nearly got away with takingg away his virginity.

Rejection

I was rejected twice today I guess the extra pounds I put on in Panama made me undesireable.

August 21

Trapped in four walls.

My Vacation

I enjoyed my vavcation and all though I kept a journal of my days there, I won't be posting how I spent it. Sorry folks too much details, too many names and places to explain and describe, too much family to talk about, too much money spent, too many days to summarize. I missed my best friends and a few other things.

Ring Box

While I was in Panama I ended up getting a ring from my grandmother that has my name on it, I was named after her and since I'm the only one I get the jewelry with our name. The ring is gold and of course says Nisla on it but what I really like was the box that it came in on the box it says little things that seemed so sweet and unique. "I want to make you happy because seeing you smiling makes me happy." "I know that you feel me some how you're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be." Maybe I'm a sucker for romance but that was sweet, it just seemed so real.

I'm Back

I'm back have I been missed? Missed all of you Hope to see everyone soon To all of my boos muah!!!! Bad News Forgot my pictures will be sent to me tho