Long Time

I know its been quite some time since I last wrote. I've lost track of so much over the past few months that I felt like I need to write and figure out where I'm going. I mean that in the general sense because I haven't even decided where I really want to go to school. I feel like I'm letting everything pile up. I need to make a college list fix my resume and get back to actually doing work for school. I need to start looking for the hospital I want to work in for the summer and finish reading my books for school. My friend is letting her boyfriend take up her time and she is wasting her life. She needs to want more for herself. I want more romantically I'm tired of just having sex. He doesn't want me like that so I'm ready to have a boyfriend, someone who wants to be with me and can make a commitment.