Jersey

Well I'm back again from my little visit to the boondocks, and yes that is exactly what it should be called. It's too quiet. Anyway the weekend was fine a little cold but still fine. The party was fun too although I didn't get a party bag yea I know I'm a bug baby but who cares.

I miss dramatic but I guess I have to get used to seeing him less and less.

Bye

My mini vacation

Hi!!!! everyone I've been by my cousin for the past two days it really did feel like a vacation away from home that I desperately needed and I enjoyed it sooooo much. The only thing missing was internet access which she didn't have since they did the floors. I had a good time just watching t.v., laughing, doing her a few favors cooking, shopping through her cds, etc.

The only thing I truly missed was my boobie, my sweetheart, my bestfriend, my future husband: Dramatic. Thats nothing new though I always miss him. I always everything about him.

Good news though I lost 2 pounds this week so far I know while I'm in Jersey I'm gonna put back on those two pounds and have to start over but I'll try not to and I'll try to do as much excercise as possible while I'm over there.

1/20/06

Hi!!! I'm back. I know its been a while but nothing has really happened recently and I haven't been able to really sit at my computer in a while.

So recently I had finals and I wish I could say all went great but I bombed on history but I know I won't fail the semester. I know this year I said I was going to just go for it all but I have been slacking a little. Don't worry I'm back on track I have someone I want to compete with and I think a little competition wouldn't hurt my ego when I squash her with my grades.

I hate my counselor she is so unhelpful but I finally got to her and she got off her ass and did what she had to do. I got my psat scores today. I did pretty good especially for my first blind shot. I got a 1610 out of 2400. The other counselor was extremely impressed with me so I guess I can applaud myself a little there.

I'm tired of the bums who be trying to holler at me. Now don't get me wrong I'm not saying I'm to good for them but I'm not looking for someone who stands on the corner all day, someone who doesn't have any goals or dreams, and I'm definitely not looking for someone who would holler at me on my bad days and has never seen me on a good day.

Anyway later, I'm out gonna go read.

True Friends

Guess who's back!

It's true, it's true, real friends are hard to find. A friend of mine posted this on her blog.

Yahoo! 360° - tavy B's Blog - What about your friends?:

who do you consider as a friend?  Im beginning to believe there may be no such thing.  How long do u know someone before u can claim that they will be around no matter what.  (And i AM talking about friends, not girlfriends, boyfriends, husbands or wives.  FRIENDS!!!

I had been thinking about it for some time. I mean I had this on my "Blog This!" list. I just never got around to it. I meant to post it to my own blog, but I decided to post it here, where it's relevant.

Real friends are hard to find. What about when you're the good friend and are being taken for granted? What then? How is it that a "friend" can make time to call you the week for your birthday to ask you to cover for them, so they can go out with some dude but couldn't make time to call you to say "Happy Birthday!"

The one you thought would be there for you, you haven't spoken to you in months. You've been replaced by some nigga that might not be there tomorrow. Then when he isn't, where are you? There to pick up the pieces of the broken heart, shattered dreams and tattered hopes of the one who forgot you.

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt
I just stuffed it down

What ever happen to no body gets left behind? Where were you when I needed you? That's the fuckin' question.

Friends don't hurt friend and I don't like to see my friends hurt. I am a loner by nature, so sometimes I don't want to be bothered. If you are a friend you understand that. It shouldn't hurt you. Not my fault if you overreact. I will, however, be there for you anytime you need me. All my friends know that!

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1-1-06

Happy New Year!!!!!! Best Wishes for the New Year and may you succeed in everything that u set out to accomplish. To my best friend Dramatic I love you sooooo much and I hope the new year brings the best for the both of us.